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What kind of philosophy is that?

posted March 21

I figured out why I was in a graphic rut. The images I’ve been using have been so hard to work with..damnit they require so much revisions and editing! I feel like I’m being asked to replace someones arm with a pipe or add a hairy chest. I can’t take it anymore. I know this is the process of design making but if I can skip over all of that it would be amazing. It’s like I’m pressing the plz flash forward this crap button on the internet remote. Is that so bad? :(

Last night I went out and I mean, to be quite honest I’m not sure what I find to be fun anymore. To me fun is sitting outside in the sun with all your friends and just talking and having a good time, walking around and enjoying the weather, not getting arrested, petting dogs…okay well I’m scared of dogs so let’s pretend I didn’t say that. It’s not exactly eating out at every restaurant that will accept a group of 9 crazy women.

Leading the same lifestyle gets quite bland. Wedding every weekend, going out to eat, going to the movies, god forsaken bowling….if someone suggests bowling one more time…I swear to you… I am officially moving to a place where they don’t even know what shape a bowling ball is. I HATE BOWLING. It is not fun and guess what? I bowl every single day at this house. I throw things around and hope they knock over other things. Lisa’s laptop? I’ll launch that at her closet and see what clothes fall down. There it is. Bowling for free without the annoying non-matching shoes that make you look like you’re apart of the chess team. I don’t want to go bowling and if you ask me we will not be friends anymore.

Apart from leaving the scene of eating 50,000 breadstick appetizers and only 1 slice of pizza, we were driving home and Mel threw 2 coffee cups from Tim Hortons out the window. I was pissed. I started to yell at her and I told her that it’s not right to liter and we are only making the city trashier and worse for all of us. Of course she threw out the whole OMG WORRY BOUT UR OAWN AKSHUNS!!! I hate litering, and I hate this mentality of OH WHO CARES!!! Uh well I HAPPEN TO CARE. I mean seriously??? “Worry about your own actions”. What the hell kind of slogan is that?? It sounds like something a drunk man would say after slamming 50 beer bottles then trying to get into a car.

OH DONT WORRY ABOUT ME ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS THAT I DRIVE WHILE WASTED!!! ILL PUT IT IN NEUTRAL NO ONE WILL GET HURT!!!

But then of course everyone else in the car was like OMG JESS STOP!! WHO CARES~ then the attacks flew. Kind of like oh why does jess care about this stuff? She be so lame and crusty~ un cool!!

Yeah screw that. I wish a cop car was behind us and the coffee hit his windshield and the cop was allergic to coffee and bam his face swelled up and he flew off into the horizon with his balloon face. We got a missing persons case on our hands now! Let’s see how powerful her theory is then.

Told her to wait and throw it in the garbage. But nope. NO one listens to me! I just dont get why she couldn’t wait and throw it in a trash can. Is it really that difficult? Is the garbage can not big enough? Yeah Mel sucks in basketball but I’m sure she could manage throwing a cup into a circle the size of the sun.

I get mad over this stuff. Sure you throw something out the window but it’s just a disregard that can be traced back deeply to your actions elsewhere. You can tell a huge deal about people through the smallest of things. I feel like I’m very different than everyone else in this wretched city. I can’t wait to leave.
So, what do you get mad over?

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Comments

  1. hm, that’s happened to me but maybe you shoudl try planning it out a little maybe in your head to at least what you want the base image to look like before you start adding tons of textures and effects or something.

    i see what you mean. i love going out to restuarants with a couple close friends and hanging out but they’re close friends so it’s a little more personal than a group of 9 or so.

    And maybe its not fun bc of who’s there instead of the actual action. Im not a big fan of bowling but i know if im with my best friends, we can make anything fun :)

    im with you in the littering realm. I HATE littering. It’s disgusting and arrogant to think someone can just pick it up.

    i also get mad when ppl ignore other ppl. when i say something and ppl completely ignore it or when someone else says something and ppl ignore it, i absluetly hate it bc most times, if that idea is a good idea, it comes up later from some loud-mouthed idiot that ignored the person the first time. rant end lol.

    clairessa posted this March 21 * # Reply

  2. I get really mad over people. Just people. They annoy me to no end. D:

    Chase posted this March 21 * # Reply

  3. People in general piss me off. I work at a girls high school as a cleaner and the crap they spout out with, ‘omg like wow I LOOOVEEE my hair right now ZOMG EDWARD CULLEN oh wait no I fancy the other one he’s way fitter even though he’s a dog and walks around topless in a constantly raining town’!!
    Yeah, maybe I put a bit too much thought into that.

    But I just hate this generation! It sucks so bad! Lady Gaga pisses me off, because she sings about being famous like it’s a good thing, and how much money she has, and she walks around with her bits hanging out, it makes me feel disappointed in this world, especially as earlier on youtube when I was watching her Bad Romance video a little girl commented saying she was eight and that she loved lady gaga. I was like EY why are you even on youtube?! You’re supposed to be playing with your barbies or whatnot, not watching a fully grown woman get her bits out and basically rub them against the camera.

    *sigh*

    Natalie posted this March 21 * # Reply

  4. i like lady gaga, but maybe it’s just personal taste that you don’t.
    however, i wanted to point out that she makes conscious choices about what she sings about, and uses her own fame as a way to critique the industry she’s in and get her message to a lot of people.
    she’s a lot more interesting and out-of-the-box than you might think.

    Alice posted this March 22 * # Reply

  5. I don’t know. I get annoyed with lots of things. Bad stuff happening to people that don’t deserve it. People (including myself) taking good things for granted. Being taken for granted myself. And sometimes, I just get annoyed with caring lol, and think you know who cares, do what you want?! Until I realise how selfish that is. I wish I could be selfish without having a conscience. That would be so easy. Haha. But no, we all worry I guess. About other people and the world. Deep, man ;)

    Harriet posted this March 21 * # Reply

  6. so jess, did u want to go bowling this week end? ;D

    jen posted this March 22 * # Reply

  7. LMAOOOO okay. That was funny.

    Jessicaposted this March 22 // # Reply

  8. why not reply to all of them? =O

    sally posted this March 24 * # Reply

  9. ^ omg u stole my idea

    i was gonna ask u jess….since i’m visiting michigan i want to go bowling whichu!!!111

    i also believe the “MIND UR BUSINESS/WORRY ABOUT URSALF” is dumb………..D:

    this is really obvious, but i get mad at…liars and hypocrites!!!!!

    saera posted this March 22 * # Reply

  10. hey i love your graphics and i have been using a lot of your stuff :)
    anyway, that sucks about the littering thing :( and i know what you mean about life getting bland. i hate that.
    it’s tough when you want to stay friendly with someone, but they do something goes against something you care about, like the environment. you have to decide whether to put the relationship in jeopardy to make things better in the big picture.

    Alice posted this March 22 * # Reply

  11. i swearrr. i hateeeee fakers.
    && people who do bad stuff behind their parents back FBNuidsfds/f

    maryam posted this March 23 * # Reply

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